May 30, 2009

Ok.... desperately need to VENT!!

WHAT THE FUCK HAVE I EVER DONE TO YOU???


I defended you. When people bitched about you.
I supported you. When you needed it most.
I cared about you. When you never cared about me.
I listened to you. When you just went on and on and on.

I loved you.

wow......... i really HAVE been horrible to you haven't I?

Shortcomings: Part 2

Again...........

I am sorry.

I'm sorry I met you.
I'm sorry I talked to you.
I'm sorry I became your friend.
I'm sorry I supported you.
I'm sorry I defended you.
I'm sorry I even cared.
even moreso I still do.

I'm sorry you hate me.
I'm sorry I bitch.
I'm sorry I've wasted the last 4 years with you.
Because they clearly ment nothing to you.

I'm sorry I didn't let you in.
but you never asked.

I'm sorry I lied.
And that I told the truth.

I'm sorry for being there for you.
Because your NEVER there for me.

I'm sorry you never felt the same.
Because you ment the world to me.

I'm sorry I loved you.
But I'm more sorry that i still do......

Yay!

Behold my interweb-having-ness!!!

Ive missed you all so much! =P

More bloginess coming soon!

May 16, 2009

I LOVE CHILDREN COLLIDE!!!

Saw them at Groovinthemoo and cant wait to see them at Come Together in june!
xoxo


Is Anyone Else Unhealthily Obsessed with Gossip Girl...?


I am. =P

May 15, 2009

My Two Favorite Spoken Word Poems:

Liars, All of Us - Chad Anderson

http://c2.libsyn.com/media/794/indiefeed_chadanderson_liarsallofus.mp3?nvb=20090515123258&nva=20090516123258&t=0207e05d64af0980083b5

Say Anything - Nicole Homer

http://c4.libsyn.com/media/794/indiefeed_nicolehomer_sayanything.mp3?nvb=20090515124207&nva=20090516124207&t=012acba315c210badf59a

The Perks Of Being A Wallflower: Quotes

- Bridget who is crazy said that sometimes she thought about suicide when commercials come on during TV. She was sincere and this puzzled the guidance counselors.

- It's strange because sometimes, I read a book, and I think I am the people in the book.

- "We accept the love we think we deserve."

- When the police came, they found my brother asleep on the roof. Nobody knows how he got there.

- ... And in that moment, I swear we were infinite.

- Patrick actually used to be popular before Sam bought him some good music.

- I am very interested and fascinated by how everyone loves each other, but no one really likes each other.

- I hope it's the kind of second side that he can listen to whenever he drives alone and feel like he belongs to something whenever he's sad. I hope it can be that for him.

- Sam and Patrick looked at me. And I looked at them. And I think they knew. Not anything specific really. They just knew. And I think that's all you can ever ask from a friend.

- It's kind of like when you look at yourself in the mirror and you say your name. And it gets to a point where none of it seems real. Well, sometimes, I can do that, but I don't need an hour in front of a mirror. It just happens very fast, and things start to slip away. And I just open my eyes, and I see nothing. And then I start to breathe really hard trying to see something, but I can't. It doesn't happen all the time, but when it does, it scares me.

- Little kids talk about the strangest things. They really do.

- I don't want to start thinking again. Not like I have this last week. I can't think again. Not ever again.I don't know if you've ever felt like that. That you wanted to sleep for a thousand years. Or just not exist. Or just not be aware that you do exist. Or something like that. I think wanting that is very morbid, but I want it when I get like this. That's why I'm trying not to think. I just want it all to stop spinning.

- Everyone else is either asleep or having sex. I've been watching cable television and eating jello.

- Girls are weird, and I don't mean that offensively. I just can't put it any other way.

-
"It's too bad you're not gay. Then again, if you were gay, I would never date you. You're a mess."
"You know, Patrick? If I were gay, I'd want to date you."
"Of course."


Just a few quotes from the greatest book ever written.